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I am M-A-R-R-I-E-D~~~

I remember, it was on the 1st of March 2008 when I meet him. He wasnt the one that I wanted and had in my mind. Its was his brother. I came to think to myself, "ahh, I should just wait for the chance. Since they are under one roof, am sure I will have my chance to learn about the other one."

He wasnt nice and I am not comfortable when I face him. He is terrible, horrible, lame, hard to pleased and any negative words you can find to describe. After a few weeks facing him, it came to my thought, "I am just no good. I seriously have no interest in him. Get him off my life."

I told someone that we are just not working out. She tells me to take my time to know him. He can be very easy to deal with and to finish off. I was thinking " Its easy for you to say, you know him for years" I starts to run away from him. Whenever, I need to face him, I make an excuse not to deal him. I hated him as if I hated hell. After months making excuses, I finally was called to partner up with him by everyone in the office. They are busy with some other cases and projects.

I was again being forced to face him. 12 hours every day. I was frustrated and depressed. I was being placed alone with him in a small room. I cried myself to work with him almost everyday. I hated him. why can they see it? Why are they forcing me to do so?

A day passed a day, I dint quite notice how close I started to get with him. I starts to learn about him. I do not cry myself to work anymore. Indeed I was happy. He is not as bad as I thought he is. I think I starts to like him. Seniors praise that how well I work with him and from there I grow my confidence and there I forget about his brother and starts liking him.

1st march 2010, I had a big decision to make, I am leaving him. Yes, after all this 2 years of hatred into love. We are not going anywhere and we do not work it out well as I thought we would be. I know i will never find "someone" like him. Will never be able to, and that is why I decided to leave him for good with no turning back.

After a year of leaving, yes, I still love him a lot. He came back to me. I guess that's what I can say now is, I am married. Yes, I AM after all the ups and downs we when thru together.He make me realise, even thou i left him, my heart and mind stills thinks of him and wants him to be with me.

So, I decided to marry him..

I am married to....."final cut pro"He is my love and my life. He is what that makes me who I am today, AN EDITOR.

F O R E V E R has their limit of times too

June is always a month i dislike the most. Despite knowing that the year have gone half way and there is another half more to go. Its also a month where breakup's often happens.

Yesterday I was chatting with a friend of mine ( mie mie) and was shock to find out that she is in the cold war with (jess) I know their problems. They are well known for each other temper. They started to be together since 2 years plus ago. We were shock in the 1st place when we learn they are together. we are assuming that this both hot temper, well not hot.. i think BAD temper is a well word to describe on how their temper is.

their arguments always ended up with door and wall bashing. U have my words for real. They leave prove. A HOLE on THE DOOR. Things change when one of them decided to give and take. so it ended up that M is always the one losing temper. Despite no matter what they r still together for 2 years plus. I jusrt hope their relationship can be save or least end it in a good way...

The story of today happens on my friend (SHIN)'s bithday. When (Janet) asked for a break up on her birthday eve. I get to know this after coming back from celebrating her birthday. I was shock again, to know they are not together from FACEBOOK. No wonder they are acting really weird when i arrive in Neway KTV. I thought they are just arguing. C'mon after a 4 years? Its just sad to see how they are apart. I hope there will be a turning point for them.. IF NOT, well, least they are happy and being a friend in need for each other.

I just cant believe the two lovely couples is now in this situation. I cant believe it when they are always those sweet lovely dovey in front of my eyes and now they are having walls in between them.. I guess i should have known that FOREVER has their limit of time too, eh?

KINDERGARDEN

LALALALA~~~~

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unmailed letter

there is alot of things i just wanna make a lil jot here.. but as soon as my finger gets to the keyboard, i do not know where to start...

I am going off to New Zealandthis august 31st... we r planning on transit our plane in melbourne... i dunno why i just couldnt wait for it....

i M now very blank.. 3i dunno know wert to state anymore... i just wanna get my farking nap

letter for my insomnia

its six am right now... and i am still freaking awake!!! did alot of thinking again this few days... 4 more months to go... its our 1st year anniversary.. i m thinking on wert to get for daddy... i cant afford a holiday right now... which somehow i am letting her go for a holiday "alone"... she is going gold coast this 5th of august... how nice is tht??!!!!

we have been thru 8 months... and this is the first time i am never bored of it... its like we only got to know each other last week... lolx... that type of feeling.. even sometimes wen she kissed me right now i felt shocked... its like hundreds watts pass thru from her lips to mine... how chessy is tht?

next week starting they are gonna film a few of short movie themselves.... pooi sin finally got her wish granted... she will be directing and filming her abadone story. after 3 years of delaying.. finally... i do hope everything will be a success... least that is wert i can do to support her morally and mentally.... let her wish come true before we leave...

RANDOMIZE CRAPS

I have just came over to my friend's blog (evon lai) her blog about MCD vs KFC. haha.. I agreed fully. KFC nowsaday their chicken is really bad... their chicken got a type of smell and meat is dry... however, MCD is not that nice as well.... BUT!!!!! i cannot deny MCD fried CHICKEN in SINGAPORE.... yummy~ golden fried with aroma.. its finger licking good.... aiks, isnt that tagline from KFC? lolx

last few days i have been thinking alot... i got paranoid, scare and nervous... am i ready to take on the road wif u? how long is long? a year? 2 years? 3? or decades? but den i have gave it a thought. who can bear my temper if its not u? who will tuck me up to bed at night, seal me wif a gentle kiss. if its not u?

Dy,
lately there is alot of things happen. i know u have urs as well... but then i hope u understand I am not that mature enough to deal wif it. there r times wen i can stand tall and strong... but thr will be certain issue i am weak... forgive me for throwing temper at u.... despite of all the odds, I m ready. to face it wif u. I cant wait to start our life in new zealand... new adventure... which i know we will be coming back to msia after u done earning.. but still I am happy to be ur little wifey... cook for u, and provide comfort wen u need one. although, u know I wont be doing washing... hahaha which u know I am too precious to do thAT.