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LAUNCHING NEW BLOG

http://kidswithdemand.blogspot.com/

ITS ALL ABOUT FOOOOOODDDDDD!!!

unmailed letter

there is alot of things i just wanna make a lil jot here.. but as soon as my finger gets to the keyboard, i do not know where to start...

I am going off to New Zealandthis august 31st... we r planning on transit our plane in melbourne... i dunno why i just couldnt wait for it....

i M now very blank.. 3i dunno know wert to state anymore... i just wanna get my farking nap

letter for my insomnia

its six am right now... and i am still freaking awake!!! did alot of thinking again this few days... 4 more months to go... its our 1st year anniversary.. i m thinking on wert to get for daddy... i cant afford a holiday right now... which somehow i am letting her go for a holiday "alone"... she is going gold coast this 5th of august... how nice is tht??!!!!

we have been thru 8 months... and this is the first time i am never bored of it... its like we only got to know each other last week... lolx... that type of feeling.. even sometimes wen she kissed me right now i felt shocked... its like hundreds watts pass thru from her lips to mine... how chessy is tht?

next week starting they are gonna film a few of short movie themselves.... pooi sin finally got her wish granted... she will be directing and filming her abadone story. after 3 years of delaying.. finally... i do hope everything will be a success... least that is wert i can do to support her morally and mentally.... let her wish come true before we leave...

RANDOMIZE CRAPS

I have just came over to my friend's blog (evon lai) her blog about MCD vs KFC. haha.. I agreed fully. KFC nowsaday their chicken is really bad... their chicken got a type of smell and meat is dry... however, MCD is not that nice as well.... BUT!!!!! i cannot deny MCD fried CHICKEN in SINGAPORE.... yummy~ golden fried with aroma.. its finger licking good.... aiks, isnt that tagline from KFC? lolx

last few days i have been thinking alot... i got paranoid, scare and nervous... am i ready to take on the road wif u? how long is long? a year? 2 years? 3? or decades? but den i have gave it a thought. who can bear my temper if its not u? who will tuck me up to bed at night, seal me wif a gentle kiss. if its not u?

Dy,
lately there is alot of things happen. i know u have urs as well... but then i hope u understand I am not that mature enough to deal wif it. there r times wen i can stand tall and strong... but thr will be certain issue i am weak... forgive me for throwing temper at u.... despite of all the odds, I m ready. to face it wif u. I cant wait to start our life in new zealand... new adventure... which i know we will be coming back to msia after u done earning.. but still I am happy to be ur little wifey... cook for u, and provide comfort wen u need one. although, u know I wont be doing washing... hahaha which u know I am too precious to do thAT.

my abandon closet.....

Its been a long long time since i last updated my blog. Alot of things happened recently. Good and bad.

Well, first of all I quit from MS POST and gonna continue my study real soon on the 7th of June. Hahaha i know, quitting 2 months earlier is really a bad bad choice. However, I manage to divide my time to sleep.. Hell yea, ever since I work there I always have been sleepless, now its my time to patch it back..

I started back to work for gloria jeans coffee on the 2nd of april and den quit after four days of working. hahaha.... Pooi Sin got a lil insecure when she learn Irene came over quite daily. However, I am okay wif it as me myself dun feel the enviroment anymore. Manage to make Pooi Sin dream a reality before I quit, and that is to brew a cup of my favourite coffee for her. Althougt Meow got to drink the very first cup of my hot latte and u got up to be the second. That doesnt mean I love U less then Meow... Hahahaha....

And yup, here I am... Shaking legs at home... JOBLESS~ *laugh out loud* Cant believe this is happening to me. Just got myself a new laptop... MSI taiwan brand... the graphic card is superb!!! and it only cost me.. 1.7k... not bad of a price eh? got it from PC fair.

Days were getting lesser, my new zealand visa? "APPROVED"!!!!! which means I am leaving to New Z on the end of August.. probably before 30th... Man, I am excited, happy however a lil confuse and sad.... I mean leaving Malaysia is okay. Leaving home is not a problem... but then leaving the FOOD?MOM, SIS and MY DOG!!!!!??? tht is a big problem.. and of cos not to forget my dearest frens...

Angeline... I think I am gonna miss u much.. So I have planned before going to New Z, I am coming back for a visit..


Wait for ME~~

beneath dark shades.....

I dunno how things turns out to be... just somehow her grief makes me feel a lil useless, annoyed and upset. i do not noe ways to convince her and to console her anymore. after yesterday, i do not knw why i started to act very coldly no matter to her or to other ppl...

i hate wen i have this feelings... i just dun feel like doing anything... why? when a kid falls they know how to advice us to stand back up tall and walk? but why wen thy fall its like the end of the world? why cant they act the way they talk? everything has alot of ways out.... i just dun understand... really dun understand... or perhaps i refuse to? i rather to stay clean like a child...

u kept saying i am cold, i guess tht is the way i protect myself by getting hurt again..

for the first few months, things can get pretty messed up as she was there.. all i can do is just sit in the corner waiting for ur call... at that moment if time, i felt like as if i was the third party... wen in the case you all have been separated for a year. that feeling i can never imagine i wen thru it. i remembered every night i was crying thinking if i should just forget about everything... indeed, as wert u told me, everything is much better now. but there are still times wen i felt insecure.

now, things happened again, i ever guessed that its causes from"green". how can u be defeated that easily? and there u hurted me again yesterday left me feeling useless and helpless... which u makes me felt completely hopeless.. no one can advise u to stand up strong if its not from urself. i cant guide u if u dun listen and accept it. however, no matter wert i ca only be thr to stand by u wen u fall to help u to stand back up.. but if u dun give me ur hand, how am i to help?

think about it......

As Far As I Concern, but yet its a Lil I know.

I am suppose to still be on the bed, and not on9 and doing blogging. I just somehow couldnt manage to go back to sleep right now, despite I am half awake and half asleep in front of the PC right now.

i have been thinking, thinking hard lately. what i have done wif the entire time I had for this 22 years.. Its a long road, but short time. on how much we have grow and yet, how little we know and we learn.

Its freaking me out sometimes wen i look back on the things i have been thru, how little loved I earned, how failure I was. however, everything happens for a reason. Not blaming or grinning over it. Just somehow felt blessed. Least its over and I have a better life now and ahead.

People can be immature at times, freaked and confused, but yet one day they will awake and found em' selves lying on the pace of green green grass, allowing the flow of stream wash and ease them away. That is wen, u grow up and moved on from junks.

Yesterday, Pooi Sin let me read something which freaked me out. Haiz, I am not sure if I should feel at ease. Somehow it bothers me. Alot things happened recently, I do not know how to explain. Worse of it is our job affecting us eh? Do u agree hardly on this? U finished work yesterday at 2am and now? U already in the office. meanwhile, i am at home doing nothing.

NO worries, few more months. I am not gonna work there anymore. Then we can arrange time to kai kai lor. Grandma is coming back from USA at OCT. I will be homeless again!!!! I am sure she is gonna sleep in my room. I miss grandma!!! WELCOME BACK!!! but grandma is too old to cook a dy. I dun wan them to cook for me cos i dun wan them to feel tired. Planning wen grandma is around den I can go back Penang bring Bopo down also lo.... Two OLD WOMAN should get together and relax. They have been tiring almost their entire life. Its time for them to rest and relax. Let this grand daughter serve u both. Weeeeeee~ that time can ask hubby bring me go buy food to cook. I shall prepare dinner!!! muahahahaha * evil laughter* CHEF CASS! presenting international food feast!!! Anyone wants to join??

Meanwhile, looking forward for Phui Leng to drop to KL, she says she wanted to do CNY shopphing in KL. lolx. I terbalik pulak. I wanted to do my shopping in Penang. I miss PENANG!!!

Wan to go back to bed and sleep,

allious,

Cass

Tiger here i come

Well, this year i am praying for a good year of health. as i have been falling sick 3 weeks str8 this month. however i am lucky enuf i have hubby accompany me.. hmmm.... thank you thank you

I am planning going back to school, kinda wanna rest for a year or so before i really get my arse back to business.. kinda tired holding tight to it...

i dun care i wanna study hard 1st...

hais, looking back the time i have been wasted. well, its time to run

GONNA FACE THE DAMN BRAND NEW YEAR OF TIGER WITH FULL ENERGY!!!!!!!!

yesh! i can do it!