I am M-A-R-R-I-E-D~~~

I remember, it was on the 1st of March 2008 when I meet him. He wasnt the one that I wanted and had in my mind. Its was his brother. I came to think to myself, "ahh, I should just wait for the chance. Since they are under one roof, am sure I will have my chance to learn about the other one."

He wasnt nice and I am not comfortable when I face him. He is terrible, horrible, lame, hard to pleased and any negative words you can find to describe. After a few weeks facing him, it came to my thought, "I am just no good. I seriously have no interest in him. Get him off my life."

I told someone that we are just not working out. She tells me to take my time to know him. He can be very easy to deal with and to finish off. I was thinking " Its easy for you to say, you know him for years" I starts to run away from him. Whenever, I need to face him, I make an excuse not to deal him. I hated him as if I hated hell. After months making excuses, I finally was called to partner up with him by everyone in the office. They are busy with some other cases and projects.

I was again being forced to face him. 12 hours every day. I was frustrated and depressed. I was being placed alone with him in a small room. I cried myself to work with him almost everyday. I hated him. why can they see it? Why are they forcing me to do so?

A day passed a day, I dint quite notice how close I started to get with him. I starts to learn about him. I do not cry myself to work anymore. Indeed I was happy. He is not as bad as I thought he is. I think I starts to like him. Seniors praise that how well I work with him and from there I grow my confidence and there I forget about his brother and starts liking him.

1st march 2010, I had a big decision to make, I am leaving him. Yes, after all this 2 years of hatred into love. We are not going anywhere and we do not work it out well as I thought we would be. I know i will never find "someone" like him. Will never be able to, and that is why I decided to leave him for good with no turning back.

After a year of leaving, yes, I still love him a lot. He came back to me. I guess that's what I can say now is, I am married. Yes, I AM after all the ups and downs we when thru together.He make me realise, even thou i left him, my heart and mind stills thinks of him and wants him to be with me.

So, I decided to marry him..

I am married to....."final cut pro"He is my love and my life. He is what that makes me who I am today, AN EDITOR.